OCT3

Here we go again!!

Started to read little red flags that have come out of hiding in FC.

Couple of people have started talking about web spaces, developing websites and the like.

Why is it that I don't understand what is being asked of me and yet everyone else does.

I seem to be taking one step forward and three backwards.

I wonder if I will ever feel anything less than thick?

I have decided that I really am not an academic and perhaps show accept that instead of beating myself up about it. After all, there has be people like me around so that the brightest people have someone to be compared against.

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On a work note.

One of the things I identified as requiring work on

was my reluctance to take on the managerial part of my job.

Well this has really taken off.

Since completing the fist assignment I have thrown my self into it and

am now enjoying the challenge.

I have taken the lead role for development of 3 major policies affecting Respiratory health which have either been or in the process of being ratified and then implement throughout Powys.

I have written a job description for 2 f grade nurse and am developing a profile and level of competency document to use in the Link nurse scheme.

all this work has been received very well, and it was all new to me.

Ii feel really pleased with my self and also feel that I have grown more confident.

I do, however, still have a problem discussing anything face to face with senior management , this is more to do with shyness and lack of personal confidence I think.